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Finding Hope

Finding hope
Day by Day

By Lillibeth Sabado

Who would have thought that one day we would just awaken and everything had to stop, everything had to change, to be reconfigured? As I write this, we are now entering the eighth month of “captivity” in response to the coronavirus pandemic. My cry to God is getting louder day by day. “How long, O Lord, must we keep waiting? How long, O Lord, till we are free?”

During the fourth month of quarantine, the inability to physically connect and function in the usual way had started to take its toll on us in the house. Boredom, irritability, restlessness and feeling useless started to kick in. I thought we needed to be creative to save our sanity. In a conversation with our staff, we agreed that baking food items for online selling would be a good way to occupy our idle time. This also came with a hope that in some small way we could raise funds for Columban mission. We did some product research and development, and we continued to improve them as we went along.

Hope leads to freedomInitially, we offered our baked items only to close friends. Packaging was a challenge, but we’ve managed to address it in due course. Eventually, our circle of supporters became wider through word of mouth, from friends who contacted their families and network of friends, then finally we had our first “official” buyer who ordered two pieces of round chicken pie.

Our enthusiasm and excitement died down when we received a photo of the pies she ordered. They crumbled! With such embarrassment, I remember apologizing profusely. She assured us that the taste was great and suggested that perhaps we needed to use a properly sized box with a firm hold to lessen the chances of the pie crumbling. Looking at the image of the crumbled pie, it felt like the hope we had started to build suddenly collapsed…the flickering light of hope that was supposed to lead us somewhere had been extinguished.

Pope Francis said, “Amid so much darkness, we need to see the light of hope and to be men and women who bring hope to others.”

I have learned that hope gives birth to courage, and courage leads to creativity; and that creativity opens the door for the fruits of the spirit to dwell within. But one may ask, “What comes before hope?” I believe it is trust. And before trust comes gratitude.

The crumbled pie experience didn’t stop us but had motivated us to improve our product line, our packaging and handling. We wake up each day in anticipation of what it is to come. It is a small venture, but it feels good to be productive. From that tiny flicker of hope, it feels good to be able to contribute something. We continue to hold on to hope.

You, who believe in us, our friends, benefactors, partners and customers, have given us hope and your generosity has enabled us to help other during this difficult time. And we remain grateful beyond words for your goodness.

Hope leads to freedom. May we hold on to hope day by day. “Rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfast in prayer.” (Romans 12:12-12)

Columban lay missionary Lillibeth Sabado provided this reflection. 

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